“Atsushi, I think that I love Gin. You’re good at guessing sexualities, what do you think?” She asked once Atsushi entered her home.
“Oh Gin is definitely gay, Dazai told me she declined his advances”
“His what?” She exclaimed with a frown.
“Yeah he told me that he found Gin attractive when he adopted Akutagawa, he kept trying for years but she rejected him all the same, no straight woman would reject Dazai, that’s just not possible.”
“He tried to sleep with his child!?” She screamed as Atsushi pushed her on the bed.
“God no that’s horrible,” he said as he took off her clothes “She was 13, that’s no child, I even gave Kyouka her first kiss and oral when she was that age, nothing’s weird about it”
“Did she even get her period?” She raised her thighs, allowing Atsushi to get it into her.
“Well yes, you’re a woman yourself you should know that not getting your period at 14 is weird”
“The hell you know? I got mine at sixteen”
“Well you’re definitely a late bloomer, Kyouka got hers at 12”
“Then when did you get your first wet dream I’m very curious now, sure as hell you got it late”
“Me? I’ve been beating my meat since 14, got my first oral as well, just admit that you’re a late bloomer loser”
“Lost virginity at 18”
“Too late, mine’s at 15, a real beauty offered to ride me in school, needless to say, she used me up real good”
“Then who gave you the oral?”
“One of the boys, he watched me masturbat* and wanted my dick in his mouth”
“Yes you have a pretty good dick, I understand the appeal”
“Your puss* is not that bad as well, pretty tight, I’m sure Gin would like to f*ck you”
“Are you sure? She seems like a pillow princess to me”
“Well everybody’s like that at the beginning but believe me she’d get a strap on once she gets comfortable. Quiet women are the most freaky ones”
“Your experience exceeds mine”
“Yeah f*cked a lot, but you’re my favourite one so far”
“Such a boring taste” she rolled her eyes.
“Why do you say such things? Boring ones are the best ones, making sex a casual thing is a skill, I prefer talking to you instead of hearing your moans, it gets boring”
“Yes yes, enjoy it while it lasts”
“You had a sister right?”
“Stay away from her”
“Why? You’d get busy trying to get Gin to f*ck you and I’d be utterly alone, I need company. It’s either that you stay with me or I’ll get my hands on her”
“She’s still a student”
“Well that’s all the better,” he replied with a smirk.
“You’re f*cked”
“No, you’re the one getting f*cked right now, not me”
“Let me rephrase, you’re f*cked in the head”
“It’s not like I stand at the doors of elementary school kids picking up a little girl to mess, such ages are not appealing. Although I might consider middle schoolers, they’re simply a perfect mixture of innocence and rebelliousness, they’re simply delightful”
“I can’t believe that I only know this now”
“What, is that enough to sever our relationship?”
“No”
“Thought so”
“Any names come to mind?”
“Mimiko-chan. She was a beautiful child, used to come with her mother to work, she was a curious child, she eventually got closer to me, trying to impress me. One day, I entered my office to see her stark naked. She told me that she wanted me to touch her like I touched her mother. The cheeky girl probably watched me stroke her mama’s nice tit*. And so I did give her what she wanted, but she was really flat so it wasn’t really pleasant. Ended up giving her her first kiss and slid some fingers into her. We kept this a secret until she went to high school, by then, she must’ve realised that it was wrong to f*ck the same guy your mom is seeing, I broke up with her mom then, and she was devastated”
“You’re cruel” She hit her fist against his bare chest.
“Sorry but old women aren’t my type, especially mothers, it turns me off to know that she’s not a virgin”
“You’re disgusting”
“Well to each their own, you’re disgusted by dicks yet you don’t mind my own, you’re a weird lesbian”
“I really wish you had a micro dick instead of this one, so I could at least pretend that you have a puss*”
“Really? Then you can tell me to stop penetrating you, fingers would be enough”
“No, you should enjoy it as well”
“Rubbing against your tiny cl*t is enough for me. You know, you have a perfect size, never seen anyone with that size”
“If you like it this much then leave little girls’ cl*ts alone”
“You don’t understand Higuchi. I’m on a journey to find the perfect puss*, maybe otherwhere, somewhere, a girl is born with it, you never know, maybe someone will exceed your puss* one day”
“You care about size?”
“Well yes, Kyouka has a relatively large one, the size of the tip on my finger. It makes her unbearably vocal and sensitive. Yours makes you quiet, uneasily stimulated. I like that”
“You want someone who’s unaroused by you”
“Yes, it’s no fun when you lose your brains over sex”
“I wish a girl tried this hard for me”
“I could be a girl for you”
“Pfftt, you can’t”
“Do you really like Gin?”
“Yes”
“I too am curious about her”
“I’m not open to sharing”
“I want to know why Dazai took an interest in her”
“Are you sure you don’t like Dazai?”
“Sure as hell, I tried my luck for dicks but I just don’t swing that way”
“I doubt that”
“I just recognize that he’s a desired man, it ticks me off to know that Gin doesn’t like him”
“Well, because he hit on her as a child”
“That’s not a good reason to reject him”
“Currently, who do you like the most?”
“You”
“We’re not a thing”
“What, can’t I love my best friend the most?”
“You must settle down with some girl”
“I can’t love anyone the way I do to you”
“You can try”
“Didn’t work out, I ended up hating them at the end”
“Maybe you’re really gay,” she said after thinking for a couple of seconds.
“You’re not good at deducing nowaren’t you?”
“Are you calling me dense?”
“Maybe I am”
Moments of silence spread along the room, where only clapping noises could be heard, it made Higuchi lose her mind.
“You know, a long time ago, I was so poor, I couldn't even find water to drink. Some man came to me and offered me something to drink. He took off his dick and placed the tip near my mouth, letting his pee occupy my mouth, I swallowed and it was the most refreshing drink ever”
“So you stay with me hoping to drink my piss?”
“Maybe I am”
“Why not ask?”
“I ask, that's why I ask you to pee in a bottle”
“What? I thought that was because you didn’t want me to leave your side”
“You’re much too naive”
“Do you like it?”
“You’re well hydrated, it’s pleasant, but I sometimes hope that you were dehydrated with stinky piss, I bet you’d taste unique”
“That’s why a kiss is out of the question then”
“Not really”
“You’re gross”
“You’re one to talk, I know that you’re the one stealing used tampons from my garbage”
“I don’t do anything weird with them! I just pop it in my mouth for a second then sniff it”
“That’s weird”
“It has a good taste”
“As long as you’re not using it for Witchcraft”
“I might learn some black magic, the girl I’m seeing is into astrology, these bitches soon become witches driven by the moon, I just have to give her the impression I’m cheating on her”
“Oh yes totally”
“I might want to cast a curse on you to undo your lesbianism just like that”
“You’re really gay”
“I'm not, just because I’m not boring doesn’t mean I’m not straight”
“Well you’re the gayest straight man I’ve ever seen”
“Are you seeing other men?”
“No, I just observe from a distance”
“That’s good, I too observe guys from a distance, nothing appealing about them”
“You think?”
“Yeah, the only time that I look closely is in urinals, I like to compare my size to them, there are many variations to dicks just as vagin*s, it’s fascinating”
“Anything interesting?”
“Yes, there was this guy with huge balls, like it was the size of tennis balls each. It was really gross since his dick was much smaller”
“Balls are nice”
“Well not his, mine are better”
“Yeah your size is good, any bigger and you’d look like a buffoon”
“Why not give it a squeeze?” He suggested as he placed her hand on his balls.
“Won’t you remove yourself already? I’m bored” she pushed him lightly.
“Alright”
“This seems more intimate,” she said as he hugged her.
“I like the way your boobs get pressed against my chest”
“Have you checked for STDs?”
“I literally gave you my test results yesterday, I’m negative and fine” he buried her deeper into his chest.
“Do you even use condoms?”
“Of course I do, I don’t use one with you since there’s no way in hell I’ll cum, plus I doubt that you’re sexually active”
“Well excuse me, I don’t get laid off as much as you do, unlike you, women don’t want to f*ck me”
“Come now, you make me want to threaten Gin to accept your feelings” he cupped her cheeks, looking at her with a smile on his face.
“As if that’ll make her love me”
“I don’t know”
“Go fetch me some beer”
“You don’t have any?”
“I ran out”
“Slow down on your liquor, next thing you know you’re an alcoholic”
“You’re overreacting”
“I’m not”
“Go already” she kicked him lazily with her foot.
“Fine, don’t push me”
“Yeah go fetch me my needs like a little puppy”
“Yes, this little dog is under your command” he picked up his clothes and started dressing up messily.
“Bring some cigarettes too”
“Got any money?”
“No, you work, you pay”
“It’s not enough that you’re a loser, you’re unemployed as well”
“At least I don’t go to work to f*ck little girls”
“I’m a teacher, what can I do other than that?”
“Teach for f*ck’s sake!”
“Yeah whatever,” he said as he found his way out of the room.
